The Fi(ND)ing Motherhood Podcast

Conversations for the motherhood you didn’t expect — but deeply love.

Stylized illustration of a woman holding a baby in front of mountains and a setting sun, with the text 'F(iN)ding Motherhood with Kirsten Killoran'.

This is the space for mothers parenting neurodivergent or disabled children — especially when the world doesn’t see what you carry.

If you’ve ever felt like your identity got swallowed up in diagnosis, overwhelm, or advocacy… these episodes are for you.

You won’t find toxic positivity here.

You’ll find truth. Grace. And the radical softness of speaking out loud what so many of us are quietly living.

  • Fi(ND)ing Motherhood is a podcast for mums raising neurodivergent or disabled children. It explores the emotional, invisible, and identity-shifting side of motherhood after diagnosis — through personal storytelling, expert insights, and gentle rebellion against unrealistic expectations.

  • If you’ve ever felt lost, unseen, or like no one around you really gets it — this podcast is for you.

    Whether you’re parenting a non-speaking autistic child, navigating services, or simply exhausted from the invisible labour of care… you’re not alone here.

  • Episodes explore grief, advocacy fatigue, the loss of autonomy, making peace with professionals, self-compassion, and how to reclaim yourself inside a care system that wasn’t designed for you.

Frequently asked questions

Subscribe and Listen

Listen on the player below, or wherever you get your podcasts

Fi(ND)ing Motherhood Podcast